it's holiday!let's celebrate!

yeah yeah..it's freaking holiday but i don't think i'll be celebrating that much..you know why..
so far it has been movie, lepak, movie, lepak lagi, went off to langkawi during eid-adha with family, movie, and work. pretty good ey??

i'll be going to jakarta in january so im gonna have to save up money for shopping. so cherating, pangkor, tioman, pd, or even debate aint happening.

p/s: i didn't know wolf can be uber hot! (hint: jacob black)

Tiger (1997-2009)

tiger will no longer be with us. he left for good, i know. but i still cant accept the fact that we had lost him after 11 years long. i'm gonna miss him.=(

keep pushing me away

dulu, bila aku x banyak luangkan masa dengan kau, kau bising.mungkin kau fikir aku lupa kawan. tapi sekarang bila aku cuba nak dekatkan diri dengan kau, kau buat macam aku terhegeh-hegeh sangat nak berkawan dengan kau. mungkin kau tertanya kenapa aku sayang orang lain lebih.sebab orang lain lagi ambil berat. orang lain tu lagi tahu menghargai. kadang-kadang aku terasa tapi tak tau macam mana nak luahkan. takut aku yang mengada-ngada. sekarang hati dah tertawar. lepas ni kalau aku tak cari kau dah, fikir balik apa yang kau dah buat kat aku sampai aku menjauhkan diri.

i'd rather be around people who would appreciate me more than you do.

blog post; an online note with sense of  anger, affection, or happiness represented with words that are left unsaid in the real world

kepada orang yang banyak bunyi

Fuck!why do you have to be so fucking irritating!!!..da la x buat keje..nak bising pulak tu..mcm sial!!!i need to get myself away from this bitch!

i feel good!

i am feeling glad. i thought that we're gonna be drifted away from each other for real. you are significant to me. and yeah, i miss u so much too! =D

i wanna, i wanna, i wanna...

it's Halloween and im stressing out reading ridiculous book and notes on ethnic relations. it's effing boring and mundane. ethnic relations paper tomorrow morning and im still trying hard to understand shits. no AAR for me. sigh~

i want more time to cover all 9 chapters!!

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